I am amazed at how great my husband has been lately,
mostly because I'm a certified basket-case.
Emotional wreck, definitely.
Crazy? Getting there.
TTC sucks.
Plain and simple.
Especially when it seems like every time you pray for babies,
ten of your friends get them.
but not you.
Which is pretty much the story of my life.
BE probably thinks I'm nuts
because I drive myself crazy with it unintentionally.
But I stare at the calendar.
And bare my soul on this blog lol.
And he just hugs me every month
when he comes home from class
and I'm sitting there on the bathroom floor
crying
because the Tampax Pearl wrapper is still there,
sitting in the wastebasket,
the angering proof of another failed month of trying.
Just sits there, and hugs me, for as long as I cry.
He's so amazing.
So here is another one of our favorite songs to dance to,
and one that I find special these days,
as I need him to stand by me more and more
as I get crazier and crazier with this whole process.
and continue to bear my soul on a blog.
I'm so sorry about what you're going through. But I'm so glad that your husband is there to give you hugs. Hang in there. And what an appropriate song. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteHang in there! It will happen, God is waiting for the exact perfect time for you guys! I know it seems unfair that the people that really want and deserve a baby have to work so hard, but in the end you will appreciate your little miracle that much more! Praying for you!
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are struggling :(
ReplyDeleteI am about to start IVF next month after 2 years of trying and getting no where - if you ever wanna talk, just email me!
Great song though, you should check out the one done my carrie underwood!! ;)
Chin up!
I'm so sorry for all the difficulty you guys are having. It just sucks and it's hard because it seems so many others get pregnant so quickly. I'm glad your husband is there to give you comfort. And this was a good song to share.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry.. I will hope it happens for you guys soon!
ReplyDeleteI love this song, it's on my "deployment playlist" from my husbands first deployment!
I'm so sorry your are having a diffiuclt time with TTC. I've not yet tried to have children, but I have been through some rough times. I don't know how I could have made it without my husband. I'm glad you have your man there to love and support you through this difficult time.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are having a rough time, but so glad you have an amazing hubby to be there for you! God has a beautiful plan for you guys and it will happen in His time. Hang in there! ::hugs::
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